Forget what I said about my mom...she's nuckin futs...and I can't handle this right now. I almost cried in the car, because I really realized that my mother and I don't and will never have that close mother daughter bond, and what's worse is because she seems to always want to make me miserable, or as tonight went, tell me I'm selfish and that I don't care about anyone, and on top of that now she has my grandmother crying, I'm sorry, but I hate her. She has no control over me and she hates it, and so in return, apparently I'm ruining her life. And you know what, fuck her. It's not about her, this is me...me and my life with my husband, and if she doesn't like it because SHE wants to have everyone there, it's not my problem. I don't. Not now. And I'm starting to think, not ever. And if we do do something with friends and family in the future, she better not make it about her.
My life is not about pleasing my mother. She needs to get over it, and now.